Avatar

Take a look at the picture at the bottom of the webpage. This is an avatar that I recently created. You may be wondering if a correct depiction of myself. I hate to break the news to my readers but this looks nothing like me. Below is a picture of myself and then below that is a picture of my avatar

While this may not be a correct image of what I look like, there is a reason behind the way my avatar looks. Step by step you, the reader will see why my avatar is the way it is.

First, one may wonder why my avatar is so shaggy and green. There are a couple of reasons behind this. First and foremost I have always had a liking to the color green. But, I obviously don’t have green hair because my parents would disown me in near seconds. As for the long hair I am projecting what I wish my hair looked like. Both of these choices are what I wish my hair would look like in real life.

Now as we move down the avatar we see that he has a freshly shaved chin hair along with a shirt with a duff beer imprinted on it. I chose chin hair for my avatar because in all honesty I love facial hair. It makes normal people look 20 times cooler that they actually are in my opinion. With these statements one can infer that a person who has beards likes to use facial hair as a mask to hide behind what they really are.

The shirt was the last object on this avatar that had a thought process. To start off, who doesn’t love beer? It shows that I can be an easy-going kid who likes to have a good time. I also choose it to make my avatar to seem like a “cool kid”. Similarly to the chin hair I may be using the beer to try to fit in with what I think to be cool. I’m not making decisions based on my own. I’m letting others dictate what I should wear in order to fit in with the norms of society.

The shoes and the sox however have no real distinct reason for the avatar. I really was in just a rush to get through making my avatar. Also, you can only change the colors of the pants and shoes, which doesn’t allow room for expression. This in turn could represent the struggles I sometimes have to coherently express my self. I struggle with this constantly in class and the shoes and pants in the avatar serve as a reminder of that for me.

After going step by step of the clothing lets take a look at this avatar as a whole. What does he represent for me? The most apparent answer is this avatar is who I wish I could become. To me this is a free-caring person with no problems in his life. His facial hair and his hair exemplify a free-flowing personality. He represents the person I wish I could be if I didn’t care so much about my self-image.

At the same time this man represents counter culture inside of me. Even though I don’t look like it, I would consider myself a hippie or a person of that sort.  I listen to music and hang out with much more people who are not of my race and are primarily white hipsters. Through this avatar I am showing what I feel like on the inside. I may not look like this but at my core this avatar is who I really am.

Another huge difference between the real me and the avatar me is the distinct difference in size in weight. I don’t like to admit this  but I’ll admit I’m a bit on the heavy side. This avatar shows what I hope I could look like one day. One can infer that I am unhappy with the situation weight-wise and this avatar shows what I wished I looked like. This isn’t for sure, but just an idea to why I choose my avatar to look this way.

Also, this avatar not only shows who I wish to be in real life but represents who I am online. This person is somebody who is free caring as well as “hip” and “cool”. While online the way I communicate is very different compared to real life. Through my avatar I communicate this very clearly. From my avatar’s appearance one can infer the person is somebody who is somewhat normal and popular in a sense.

This is precisely what I portray through my avatar. In real life I am in no way similar to my avatar. My avatar represents the digital me. This is a person that can hide behind the computer and not be judged. People don’t need to know what I actually like or who I actually am. It provides a level of freedom to express myself.

What avatars provide for myself and other people are so essential to personal identity in my opinion. It allows people to freely express themselves. People can become whatever they wish to be. In such games such as World of Warcraft or any other MMO’s serve as an example of when avatars can have a positive effect on people.

For example, a study by Constance Steinkuhler gives us some examples of how MMO’s operate as a third place. One concept is called the leveler, in which rank and in real life doesn’t apply to MMO’s. Avatars in MMO’s perpetuate a persons status in real life. This allows for people such as myself to make an avatar that identifies our true online identity.

This idea is central to why my avatar looks the way it does. Without any constraints from the outside world I am able to make an avatar showing my true self. If I was   judged by how my avatar looked it may not correctly define my true online self. That is why my avatar looks the way it does.

Online Communities

The prominence of the Internet is profound. One effect of the Internet is the rise of online communities. Similar to MMO’s (massive multiplayer online) people can create little communities of sorts online. They are completely separate from communities people have outside of the Web. Online communities have been present since emails were first created, but now we are in a golden age of technology. Technology has never had a bigger influence on us and in turn makes online communities so important. It is just one of the many ways that people try to stay constantly connected. The video below is from the program Ted Talks explores the changes to social norms changed by the rise of social communities.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhOUNsATofU

Moving forward online communities can be of great help. They can help people solve problems that they couldn’t find out otherwise. They can give people a sense of belonging. With technology continuing to evolve it will be interesting to see how much more of an impact social communities will have in our everyday lives.

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My review of the delicious Freddie's Restaurant
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The Term Friends is Evolving

In today’s world the word friends has taken on a new meaning. Thanks to social networking sites such as Facebook,  the word friends is nearly impossible to interpret.

The term friend, in my opinion on social networking sites indicates acquaintances and not friends anymore. The people who are your friends on Facebook come from different parts of your life. They can be people you met at a party or family members. Facebook has changed the way the term friend is used. Below is a a graph from the pew research center that can better explain this phenomenon:

From this graph we can see that 7% of peoples friends are people they never met before. This tells us a lot about the users of social networking sites. The word friend is evolving. If 7% of Facebook friends have never met what do we call this? These people are complete strangers and aren’t friends in any way.

This is my main issue with “friending” as a whole. Most of people’s friends on Facebook aren’t actually friends. How many friends somebody has on Facebook isn’t an indicator of very much. Social networking sites are making it increasingly harder to distinguish between friends and acquaintances.

Digital Technology Fast

In our world today we are constantly surrounded by technology. We use laptops to surf the web, do our homework, check social media websites, and many more other uses. From our cell phones we can gather news instantaneously. We are constantly using digital technology through every facet of our life. For two days I tried to do the impossible. I attempted go without technology for two full days.

This test was both a failure and a success at the same time. It was a success because I was able to make it through two days without technology. I was able to prove to myself that I was capable.  Also, it showed me through all the little things how important digital technology is to me.

It was a failure because it showed how dependent I am on technology. In this sense I felt somewhat ashamed of how much of a struggle this fast was for me. It proved how essential technology is to my life.

One thing I noticed was that technology wasn’t as much of a problem during class. I prefer not to type notes or use my laptop during class. So that did not pose a major issue. It was after class on that seemed to pose the most trouble.

Upon completing my homework around 5 p.m., I was faced with too much free time on my hands. Usually I would surf the web or catch up on a television show on Netflix. Unfortunately under these circumstances this was not possible. What ended up happening was that I tried unsuccessfully to read a book. This did not help in slightest for me, as I was unable to focus. My mind was unable to focus on reading at this point in time. I was thinking of a million different things, which didn’t help. I knew there was no way I was going to sit down and read a book right now.

After about three or four hours of trying to read or do anything productive I called it a night and attempted to go to sleep. Then another problem came up. Every night I listen to a radio podcast to put me to sleep. While this may seem odd it proved to be difficult to go to sleep without it. It usually takes me twenty minutes at the most to fall asleep. It took me what felt like hours to fall asleep.

While the first day of the technology fast was similar to hell for me, the second day proved to be much easier to deal with. On my second day I was a much busier person. I start class at around 8 at and end at 5. This provided very little time for me to use technology. The only awkward part for me was using the trains without any music whatsoever. It was such a daily routine that it just felt odd for it to be taken away. Other than that I’d say that the second day of the fast wasn’t as heart wrenching as the first day.

In the end what did I learn? I learned that I’m not entirely co-dependent with technology. I co-exist with digital technology. I need it for so many things of my life. I read a lot of the news and articles on the web. I use it to go to sleep and pass on the train and walking. I use a recorder on my phone when working on a story for a newspaper.

This fast re-affirmed to me how important and essential technology is to me. It was such an essential part of my life that while it was nice to have a break I cannot live without it.